They say time heals a broken heart, and that may be true, but it seems like that time goes as slow as a minute on the microwave. Being involved with someone so deeply with so many emotions attached and that strong bond, then for it all to stop so suddenly.
That is real hurt right there.
Heartbreak is the worst thing, and I would never wish that on my worst enemy. That feeling when everyday that one person was texting your phone, then all of a sudden no text, calls or snapchats. To go from seeing that person all the time to being disgusted by the thought of his name,
You don't want to tell anybody your pain, because you don't want to hear anymore "I told you so's" or "you should've listened to me," like thanks dad.
Heartbreak is that time when you just go in your room, turn off your phone, and think for hours about all the things you should've done, all the times you should've left him. Heartbreak is that feeling that you never want to experience, and when you see your friends go though that pain, you understand and just listen to them cry, because you've felt that pain before and you know exactly how it feels.
I don't know what's worse, the initial feeling after the breakup or months later, when you pretend it no longer hurts, but in reality you still think about it daily.
After the initial break up you go through this sad depressive stage, where it feels like this pain will never go away. You sit in your room listening to sad songs and love poetry, but then time goes on and it starts to hurt less.
You finally come out that room and take a breathe of fresh air, and even though you transitioned from that stage, now your in a stage where "you're not good, but you're going to be alright," and in this stage where you realise that it's still tough, but you will get better.
And from these stages you can see that just because that person missed out on a good girl, that doesn't mean every person is like that. It will take time to get better from that heart brake, but you have to remember that you will get better, and that this is not the end... its a start to a fresh beginning.
