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DARK DAYZ: A POEM ABOUT DEPRESSION

Fighting depression can be hard so I painted a picture of what depression looks like in my eyes

Daquan Felton

Jan 05, 2017

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Lord I had my Share of dark dayz/ feeling like I'm going crazy/cause as of lately I've been very lonely... Driving in the right lane going the speed limit of life/ As my peers catch road rage and pass by... Flick me off and scream Y.O.L.O. my guy/ Dear lord.. I'm in a dark day/ Even though the sun rays/ even if it's sunny without a cloud in the sky/ the tears that I cry bring severe thunderstorms; dark clouds form.. lord why is it that as of lately my forecast has been dark and gloomy? I'm traveling in life the speed you told me to travel.. I know that my walk with you ain't as easy as I thought of... Gave my life to you at the age of 17... Happy as I could be feeling free! Yet soon as I left church the enemy master plan started to wage/ as i fought the very temptation that you told me you'll save/ Lord I had my share of dark dayz/ feeling like all that's left is dark dayz/ I'm 23 feeling like I'm living my last dayz/ And I try not to speak it/ But death stay in my thoughts so long that i'm starting to believe it/ my dreams? will I achieve it? Or will I see it? grow into the most beautiful thing; and God made it/ Like part of me is happy and part of me feel sorrow... Take love for an example cupid's arrow shot me but the effects ended up traumatic I'm still lonely and still in the dark dayz that I know all too well of/ I'm sitting here praying for money knowing it's the root of all evil/ maybe cause I can pay for sin & and not salvation.. what profits a man who gain the whole world & lose his soul? dark dayz some more... Severe depression galore/ Lord just one time could you just pick me up from the floor? Take me out the dumps... Wrap me In your holy arms and caress me till the pain is gone/ For 23 years been having the same pain play the game as I scream; can't cry no more lost water works for sickle cell when I turned nine in this hell on earth/ feeling even worse/ the thing I fear the most is me dying and having no children that'll be crying.. At the funeral as they see Q smiling looking peaceful because living that life was a challenge/ Or having a wife that's going to miss me as I leave zion/ My worst fear Is dying.. Is it going to hurt? Is there even a heaven? Don't get me wrong I believe but help my unbelief as well. I just want to live as long as I can and when I die I pray the words I've formed with this pen live forever and It bless the next one who having dark dayz okay? Dear lord I had my share of dark dayz/

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1. Taking care of yourself when you're sick

2. Making a to-do list

3. Planning your activities around the weather

4. Scheduling your own doctor’s appointments

5. Getting your own toilet paper

6. Making food without needing to ask your mom questions

7. Holding your tongue

8. Saving your paycheck (or your tax refund) to pay your bills

9. Balancing your checkbook

10. Going places alone

11. Packing your own lunches

12. Actually eating your vegetables...on purpose

13. Taking a multivitamin

14. Planning a life after graduation

Sometimes bigger isn't always better.

1. If something happens, everyone knows about it

2. Never getting to be invisible

3. Knowing every single thing about every single person in the town

4. New kids are a big deal

5. It’s hard to make new friends

6. On that note ... the dating pool is even smaller!

7. Teachers are weirdly close to their students

8. It forced you to make friends out of school

"I'm hopeless and awkward and desperate for love"

1. That Time He Tested Out His Flirting Skills and This Happened

2. When He Was Willing to Do Anything to Avoid Confrontation

3. When He Couldn't Handle Awkward, Emotional Situations

4. How He Reacted Whenever His Friends Ignored Him

5. All of the Times He Worried About His Failing Love Life

6. Whenever He Tried to Whip Himself Into Shape

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8. Whenever His Friends Got Annoying, He Was Always the Voice of Reason

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10. He Finds a Way to Make Any Situation More Fun

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3. People refusing to be put on hold when a customer is standing right in front of you. Oh, how I wish I could just hang up on you!

4. Having the same conversations over and over again! To be honest I really don't even want to talk to you right now, or have this fake ass smile on my face!

5. Always having to have a smile on your face. I promise I'm not as happy as I may look!

6. Customers not understanding that sometimes, mistakes happen. I am a human being, we all mess up sometimes!

7. Having the boss from hell, it's their way or the highway! Even though I did my job correctly and efficiently, if I don't do it the exact way you do, I'm a piece of shit.

8. Having coworker who don't help out, who bend the rules just enough to screw you over.

9. Having to be at work after closing because a customer is taking forever and half! Not like I'd like to go home or anything!

10. Having shitty hours and more shifts than you asked for. Just because we don't have enough workers, doesn't mean I want to pick up every shift that you cant cover, oh great boss of mine!

11. Not having time for a social life. It gets old saying, "I can't I have work..." Every day of the week!

12. Having that lazy costumer who can't do anything for themselves... no please I'll get that, it's no problem at all!

It's just my face, I swear.

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7. Being sarcastic, but everyone thinks you're outright rude.

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