This week has been a crazy week for me to say the least. My grandmother had surgery, midterm grades were released along with having two test at the end of the week; so overall it has been hectic. So pondering on what to write this week I simply got distracted ad started freaking out over all the things I have to do for school (major wise). Then I realized these thoughts go through my head every day at least once, which made me wonder if it is just me who thinks this? Am I the only one going insane? To make myself feel better, I immediately told myself no, I'm not crazy and I'm not the only one in my major that thinks this daily. For some of who may not know I'm a Biology major on a Pre-Med track, so yes in a sense my life is over. Every day is surely a different day, but it each day can be just as stressful as the other.

So many thoughts run through my head daily, but they are all similar in a sense:

1. Can I really do this? Am I smart enough?

2. Will I graduate on time?

3. Am I taking too many or too little credits?

4. Is it too late to drop out now?

5. Will I get into Med school? What is no one accepts me?

6.I am so not ready for the MCAT!

7. Probably failed that test, quiz or lab report. Welp, there goes my GPA again!

8.Stop applying Immunology (or whatever course I'm taking) to everything I do...simple can't help it.

9.Breathe, just don't break down today....try not to.

10.Once again can I just drop out yet?

11. In all reality, I'm going to be okay...I hope!

All of these thoughts simply have one thing in common, I am afraid to fail and afraid to disappoint the ones that have or are currently there for me and supporting me. But I keep having to tell myself it will all be okay. It will al work out eventually.