Usually, I don't share my poetry but lately my poems have impacted the few people I let read them. I started writing poetry in 5th grade and it was kind of a game with my friends. Little did I know, I would go to compete in slam competitions and open mic events.
These poems were created while on public transportation. Crazy enough every poem that I have written while on transit I've cried during the creation process. I guess being alone with my thoughts makes me emotional. It's easier to cry in front of strangers because I don't care and they usually don't either. So here's two poems: one on a plane and the other on a train.
flights
there's a reason why i like window seats
air time really f***s with my psyche
the thunderous hum of the engine
seems silent compared to the thoughts
that continuously play in loops
my mind wanders to new heights
as tears run down the runway of my face
my insecurities are abundant as the clouds
however the weather fairs for that day
to keep from sniffling intensely
i turn to the window to sleep
so i can fly in peace
sometimes i cry on subways
it's comforting and creepy
being surrounded by people
who give less than a f***
but at least you're not alone
yet, you're stuck staring
at blank cold faces
ears plugged with headphones
everyone focused on themselves
it's not like i expect anything
i like crying and not being asked
What's wrong? Are you okay?
nah, i'm a mess
let me chill as the floodgates
of my lids and lashes fail
someday i'll laugh on subways
but for now i need time to heal