In a previous article, I wrote about being a skeptic until I sat down with a Medium. In that article, I really only touched on losing my skepticism. I failed to talk about what happened after my doubts were dissolved.

When a Medium contacts the spirit world they can't see everything, at least the medium I saw couldn't. She could tell us the age range, gender, some personality traits, and sometimes how recent the passing was. It was a lot of bits and pieces that I had to put together.

At first, it started cloudily, but eventually, the pieces started to come together. She was talking about my grandpa and grandma. It is honestly strange typing those words I was only seven when they passed so I don't really remember calling them grandpa or grandma.

It has been so long since I have seen them or spoke to them I was stunned when the Medium contacted them. At first, as I said previously, I was skeptical. The facts were pretty generic to me. Then they started to get more specific. She was able to name things that were specific to them.

The reading became a conversation and the Medium became the translator. I got everything I came for from the appointment, except for closure. Although I don't think I went for closure. Most people would think since I was so young at their passing times that closure would be a big thing for me, but it wasn't.

I mean of course I would want closure, but I think I already had it even before the meeting with the Medium. I don't know how, but I just did. Even though I didn't need closure I thought the meeting would bring reassurance that I didn't.

Instead of reassurance, I received the need for more. I wanted to keep going, I needed more, and I still need more. I wanted to keep talking to them and hearing about them. Hopefully, in the future, I can see the Medium again. Maybe I'll receive the more I need or maybe it will be a never ending cycle of wanting more.