I am really happy with the kind of person I've become, because deep down I know just how hard I've fallen, how much I've doubted myself through the years. I know just how much a lot of things have hurt and shaken me. I know just how much I've had to keep pushing myself to move forward and accept what was out of my control. Life gets hard from time to time that I have learned, although it’s the most cliché thing no one wishes to be told it’s only the truth. Whether we like it or not the truth can be ugly at times.
Ever since I can remember writing has always been my way to vent. When I was 11 years old my passion already was writing whenever I would get home from school instead of coloring or drawing like any other kid that age. I love to write and yes I kept I dairy as well. Of course it was always very intimate and personal about myself, how it was to be me then and growing up in a big family my struggles then... which as the years passed it never changed I always enjoyed reflecting on my life and my growth as a person but also in my writing that's when I knew that writing was my passion not just a hobby. As I’ve grown through the years I can see the change, sometimes I get scared when I go back and read some of my work in a good way because I inspire myself with some of the sayings or poems I would write when I was younger. It’s as if I wrote it knowing one day I may need that to reflect upon not matter the situation I have plenty for all occasions. It just really amazes me; it makes me feel really happy because it’s what I’ve grown to love most.
I like to share my series of events. Why? Well because I strongly believe it’s just a part of life and I know I'm not the only one who goes through things in life. Whether I may be feeling happy, sad, vulnerable, emotional etc.. I know there are people out there that can relate. My only wish for you and all my readers is to know they are not alone. I am here to deliver my life story in a way to inspire you to give you strength and fortress and to say that you will overcome all the tough times life throws your way.
I’ve have been judged hard and underestimated by many, a lot of people think I’m just to sensitive I think too deep but truth is I’ve learned to live for what I believe in always! No matter what I will never change because I know this is the kind of person I was made to become. It’s not that I’m sensitive I just like to feel right with what I say or chose. Emotional, well I have a big heart and I have so much love to give whether I get it in return or not because that’s what I live for. To share there is plenty of love, kindness and compassion, in my heart to give. Not everyone can say that. I love that I can help others feel better anytime because then I know I’ve accomplished my purpose. This is my message for you, you are who you are no one can ever take that away from you or what you believe always stay true to yourself.