They couldn’t give you the compassion you felt you really needed and wanted so badly — more than anything in the moment. Based off where their heart and mind was, they weren’t capable of something mature or civil, and you shouldn’t ever blame yourself. Never ever blame yourself and keep your standards high, honey.
You may have ended certain relationships in your life because negative vibes are contagious, but this — this was different. It wasn’t you; it was them and only them. Keep the questions of asking yourself why you weren’t good enough off your mind darling, because you know you are more than good enough and far better off without them.
Sure, you may not understand it now, but I promise it will all make sense in a few years, on a breezy spring day as you’re sipping your coffee, watching the sunrise. That is when they’ll catch a soft memory of you in a quiet and melancholy moment.
They’ll think of all the ways they hurt you and made you feel like you were nothing when you had everything to give that was genuine in your heart and nothing less. They’ll think of the manipulative things they put you through to make you believe that they had perfection to offer.
But perfection doesn’t exist. And that person wasn't meant to be part of your destiny and success. All you yearned for was a confirmed answer and the gift of closure that you never received. It’s just a simple request, and they couldn’t give it to you because playing with your mind and heart was more important to them at the time.
As you both sit there on that cool and breezy day, in separate places watching the same sunrise, two things will take place:
A light will shine on them through their fog of lies. All of the loneliness and frustration about what they built in their minds about your true character will come to them, and they'll think of you. They will finally realize all of the times they wronged you and will want to make it right in their twisted and sad minds. But, it will be too late because karma will be hitting them — and hitting them hard.
Also on that day, as you’re sipping your coffee, you will find yourself smiling all morning or even day long and not have a clue in the world why. They will be getting their deserved karma of feeling sorry for themselves, and you will get your long-waited feeling of happiness and peace without even speaking or catching sight of each other.
Hold on tight dear, because your closure is on its way, and I promise that the wait is worth it.
