Now that I've started my own family, the duty of taking on Christmas responsibilities has fallen upon me. I meticulously searched the Internet for toys, a tree, and decorations. I made sure to write out all of our Christmas cards in advance. I kept track of the parties we aren't going to attend. And suddenly, I find myself admiring people who have enjoyed this holiday. I've come to love the way the tree lights glow in our apartment when the lights are off. And the shine that houses put in my son's eyes as he looks on in awe.

Living this holiday through my son's eyes is giving me a new appreciation for this holiday and how beautiful it can be.