I have a big heart that has shown me,
How easy it is to care so much.
It has led me down some roads,
Ones I don't plan on revisiting.
But, now I must learn how to not.
I must care less.
Caring so much means being all in.
I can't care that much.
I can't continue to give my all to those that don't deserve it.
I must only care for me right now.
I must be selfish now,
Something I haven't been in years.
I have spent so much time and energy on others.
I can't ignore myself any longer.
I will do what I want,
I will enjoy my life,
I will be around those that make me happy,
And leave all those who are toxic.
I can't care that much any more.