I’m confused

In pain,

Not understanding what am I going though

Not understanding why is my mind putting me though this,

Testing my heart seeing how long its going to last its plans. See I’m ready to walk away from this an never look back. I’m low key drained from this earthly place, I’m hurting trying to find myself, be happy with myself, learning to treat myself, at the end of it all, all I have is myself. I’m asking what about my needs, do people really care? Or I’ve been hurt so much I’m blind to their aid? I’m low key drain, all I can do is fake it, til I’ll make it. Just low key.