Mama gave birth to both of us
I was born first
Then you came along
Didn't know if it was better or worse
Growing up, I never knew the meaning of brotherhood
I thought with you by my side, things would be all good
We were like most brothers
Sometimes we'd bond, other times we fought
Overall. our relationship was stable
Or at least I thought
As we got older, we started to drift apart
Our relationship took a turn
Oh where do I start
What started as a battle would become a war
Even to this day
We go at each other's necks
Without any words to say
We would try and talk it out
But it would only make things worse
Always acting like you run shit
Forgetting that I was born first
And make matters worse,
I realized I never got your support
In anything that I pursued
Or anything of that sort
In fact, you did the opposite,
Knocking down my hustle
Not putting into mind
The sacrifices I made with my human muscle
Nothing hurts more than a non-supportive relative
Brings nothing but pain and a vibe to negative
Funny thing is, I was there for you when you were trying to persevere
Whenever you felt like quitting or was about to burst in tears
They say to never break your back for someone if they won't do the same for you
But when it's your own blood, that's what got me confused
I'm your freaking brother and all you do knock me down at my worse times
It's the pain you caused me that fuels the passion in these rhymes
All I wanna do now is knock you down into the grass
But for some odd reason, I still care about your ungrateful ass
Because you just started college
And I'm about to end it
And right now, at this point, our relationship was never amended
Now I'm here, having conflicting emotions of love, passion, and anger
Because who am I writing about, a brother or a stranger?