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To The Boy Whose Heart I Broke

I am sorry for what I did.

Molly Hennessy

Oct 30, 2017

Hagerstown, MD

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To the boy whose heart I broke,

First off let me start by saying I am sorry for what I did to you, but I needed to think about my well- being too.

Next, I want you to know that I do not hate you or any of that because you were a huge part of my life. Unfortunately, it just had to come to an end.

For three years you were my world and I yours. I want you to know that I am always going to care about you and want what is best for you in life. I hope you feel that same way with me—if not I understand. I hope you do find a girl that will give you everything that I could not and that will love you more than I did.

We were at two different places in our lives and grew apart, that is a part of life. It was time for us to part ways and find who we are as people again because that was lost. I did not want it to end in the way that it did, but I could not keep lying to you because in no way was that fair to you.

I will always look back and remember the fun that we had in our three years together and I will cherish those moments. I will never deny that you at one point made me happy, but I need to make myself happy first before I can worry about another person's happiness.

This is not something that you should hate or resent me for. We both had done wrong by each other and sometimes that cannot be fixed, but that does not mean that we need to hate each other. I will still be here for you if something drastic happens in your life because I care. But, do not expect to snap your fingers and for us be able to talk like we used to because, honestly, I do not know if that will ever happen again.

I wish you the best with the direction that life takes you and who it brings into your life. I wish your family the best and I hope that your cousins grow up to have a big heart like you because after all, that is what drew me to you in the first place. You have a huge heart and do not let anything ruin that because that is a feature that is hard to find in guys these days.

Yes, it was not enough to keep me in your life but that does not speak for the other girls that could come into it. Open your heart and they will love you just like I did.

Let what happened between us be a learning curve and not the end of a line.

Forever sorry,

The girl that broke you

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2. When there is only one section of a popular course.

3. Receiving the 18,000 emails reminding you to register ASAP.

4. When you need to see an advisor, but they are too busy/unresponsive.

5. Trying not to dress like a bum for your appointments with your advisors/department heads.

6. When you have a perfectly planned out schedule, and one class ruins it.

7. Carefully moving things around to accommodate a different class/section.

8. Waking up at 6:00 a.m. for your enrollment time.

9. Concocting a new schedule at your enrollment time after your original plan gets changed.

10. Getting into a class and filling the last available seat.

11. When all of your classes finally go through.

12. Realizing that you forgot a class that was a pre-requisite for everything else.

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7. When you've been up for 12 hours straight writing a paper.

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9. When you have to butter up your professor for an extra credit opportunity.

10. When you're assigned a group project.

11. And your group-mates are trying to chat about life instead of the assignment.

12. When it's your last class of the day and you're about to go home.

13. But then you remember rent is due tonight and the anger comes back.

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