You know when people say you don't really know what love is until you find it? Well, the same goes for pain. You never really know how much someone can hurt you until you hit your breaking point.
After almost a full year of laughs, tears, fights, makeups, and endless care, I can finally say I feel like I was not good enough for you. You know who you are, and I am sure many others know who I am talking about as well. You have a really nice fan club full of hate. I bet that feels pretty terrible.
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I have never been so hurt in my life and I truly mean that. Nobody has ever put me through what you did and that definitely does not come with a gold star, my friend. I was lied to, played with, and thrown away like an old toy that nobody wants anymore. I'm sure you can image how I am feeling right now.
I now feel like I am not good enough for you! So, congratulations! I hope you are happy!
Little do you know, everyone, and I legit mean everyone, warned me about you. They told me to stay from you for my own good because you were not a good person. Even your best friend told me to stay away from you because he knows how you are. How does that make you feel? Even your best friend was against you. That says something about you and how you treat people. If my best friend ever thought of me the way your best friend thinks of you, I would start to reevaluate myself and my actions.
I gave you a chance because I fully believe everyone deserves that chance. But you failed, and I was the stupid girl who fell for your lies and tricks. I hope the next girl doesn't get caught up in everything you promise her. I would never wish the pain you made me experience on my worst enemy.
The thing is, I believed you. I believed everything you said to me, and promised me, since day one. I can't believe how stupid I was to believe that you saw "true love" with me.
I don't feel good enough for you. That is the only answer I can conclude as to why you left me and continued to hurt me. I did everything for you, and I can not come up with a better reason as to why you would not want to be with me except that you just really thought I was not good enough for you. I am ashamed to say that, but it is really how I feel. I hate the fact that I don't feel good enough and there is nothing in the world that can change my opinion of myself in that way at this point in my life.
I wish I could tag you in this. I wish I could call you out. I wish I could type your name. I can't do that. I can't stoop as low as you did and be on your level. That is something I refuse to let myself do. This article is for me to take my anger out on you, let others know how I am feeling, and to warn people if they ever meet someone like you. So, thanks a lot. I will not be here when you come back because I know you will and unlike you, I intend to keep this promise. Forever.
