I used to love him
He who encompassed my every move
He who made my heart skip
One
Two...
Three beats, just from him calling me "boo".
I used to cherish him
He who controlled my every thought
He who deceived me with false love
Young love
Forced love
Forced to bear these emotions
Emotions I tried so hard to shove
Deep down
And yet to no avail.
I used to admire him
He who showered me with false affection
He who turned it into
Miscommunication
Manipulation
Frustration
Obsession
Obsession that changed my perception
Of what love truly was...
But looking back at a time so dim,
It makes me wonder
Did I really love him?