This poem came to me during a time when I felt so overwhelmed with my thoughts. In these thoughts, I found doubt and uncertainty about what I wanted for the future. I had to remind myself that it's okay to not have the answers, to have this blank slate of sorts. However, I know that a permanent blank slate stunts the growth for dreams. I was aware that my slate had to be filled. This is to the dreamers who have blank slates: it's okay to fill them now.
You think too often or you think too much
It may seem as if your thoughts come out in a rush
But it’s ok to have a blank slate
Maybe it’s a thought that was once dominant,
It ruled the world of yours and all in it
And then, too swiftly, it became unimportant
A blank slate
Or maybe it was shifted out with a different thought,
The later, having filled more space
Created more color or meaning
It’s okay to have a blank slate
To not want to add anything else to your mental pallet
But please, be aware for a blank slate could become permanent,
An unending maze of never being able to fill in the space
A winding road of nothing and pieces of unknown
No color to call ‘mine’ and meaning that says ‘none’
Above all else, don’t allow a blank slate to be the work of someone else
For it belongs to you
Too many try to erase space or create space in thoughts that don’t involve them
Thoughts that maybe were once about them
Thoughts that maybe they once occupied
But a blank slate should be created by you and for you
Ruled by you
Filled by you
Conquered by you
So, a blank slate is ok
But don’t let it stay that way
Your mind belongs to you
Your thoughts belong to you
Even in our moments of uncertainty
Even in our hours of sadness and anger
It is your space to fill or erase
Maybe it seems strange to some
And the stares are sure to ensue
Maybe it angers others
And they feel you are uncaring or unkind
But it is this blank slate in which you can
Think freely or escape freely
Whatever you decide, please remember
That a blank slate should not keep you confined
It should not keep you blank
It should calm you within the moment
And provide a safe space for you and only you
So, be careful, be aware
That a blank slate for too long can keep you chained
To never return again
Keep a blank slate
But don’t let it stay that way