Well, we have a lot to talk about, if we ever do talk again. I really do miss you, but I thank you for a lot.
You sure did set my standards high for what I call a best friend. You were always there, but also told me what was right and what was wrong. You never judged me either. No matter of what I did, you always said that you'll never leave me, no matter what I have done. You also took cute pictures, where ever we were. You didn't care if people stared. We were having fun, and that what mattered most.
You also showed me a lot too. You showed me that there is some good in this world. You also showed me no boy is worth crying over. When I was upset the one day about how many people I lost, you told me that it doesn't matter how many people you have in your life, sometimes all you'll need is one person. You even said and it's ok if that one person is yourself because that's what we'll have in the end. You also showed me that everybody that's says I Love You, doesn't mean it.
We sure did have a lot of memories. We had a lot of inside jokes too. There isn't one word out there that will remind me of us. Sometimes, it kind of upsets me to know I can't look over and start laughing because of our inside jokes. I only we'll know them though. I still have scars from some memories. I can honestly say I cried one day because of memories we had, but I never get to see you anymore. Maybe, just maybe, one day we'll be best friends again. I do really hope so. I miss you. It'll be ok if we don't though, then I'll know it wasn't meant to be.
Now the bad memories. We have a lot of those too. Like the time we cried so much we barely could breathe. Even sometimes we had bad memories, but we automatically put them to good. After break ups were one of the most horrible times for us. We both cried so much. I guess it hurt us to see one another hurt so much. Specially by a boy.
On another note, you were one of the best things to ever happen to me. You showed me so much, and taught me how to control some things. You let me know to not take nothing less than what I need. You showed me that everything happens for a reason, and for sure, we happened for a reason. Maybe one day, we will happen again but until that day, I will always care and love everything about you. Never forget that. I'm still never giving up on you, just like I promised.
