*alarm*
ribs are too tight
lungs need to expand; breathe
Constricted.
get out of bed.
Nervous hands
clattering mugs
spilled coffee.
Breathe.
one, two, three
out.
Clothes.
Too big, too small
too lumpy
settle on something.
Fidget, fuss
change.
repeat.
class.
down the stairs
head down
walk fast.
want to disappear.
poof.
they're looking at me
breathe.
I knew I shouldn't have worn this
Breathe.
I should have stayed in bed this morning. I can't do this.
BREATHE.
I can do this.
breathe.