Letting go is never easy.

This past fall I have written three letters. One was to an ex-crush of mine, the other two were address to the guy whom I have a crush on. Well, it has been an interesting few weeks since school started back up.

Listen, i'm no expert on the whole crush thing, since I have never been successfully out of the friend zone or ever gotten the whole "I like you." from any guy, because I feel like I am in the friendzone.

Yeah, I didn't take the chance of asking if he likes me back or telling him that I have a crush on him, but I don't think I can ask someone like that. Or be that vulnerable. It's hard, especially when you're friends with your crush.

Letting go is the hardest process in the history of thing that we have to do. There are songs about letting someone go, or any relationship to be honest.

This is what I'm doing, I'm letting go of any chance of telling my crush that I like him, even though I kind of did already. What's the point when you know in your gut that you're going to be out of his life within three months? Yet, I know that I won't be able to let the crush go whenever I see him or even talk to him. Its a hard crush to shake off, since his friendship means a lot to me.

I guess I can't seem to master the art of letting you go.