I’m letting go, mainly because you have a new profile picture with another female but also because I deserve better.

After 2 months of waiting around, I noticed you’re gone for good this time. Maybe she’s the reason things fell off, maybe she’s the reason you gave up, maybe she’s the reason you’re just fine and I’m still in pieces.

I never thought the day would come and I would see another girl in your profile picture, but boy was I wrong.. So soon, and you look so happy. That has way too many emotions running through my body, too many questions running through my head.

How long has she been apart of your life? How long were you communicating with her while I was loving you, too?

My heart hurts but I’m so happy for you. I’m thankful you’ve moved on so I can stop second guessing myself. I’m thankful to have loved you for as long as I did. I’m thankful you let me in and loved me for all my quirks and imperfections.

But I’m pissed. I’m pissed because you love someone else so soon. I’m pissed because you look so happy, but you looked happy with me too. I’m pissed because I don’t know your intentions with her, but I want to warn her of your past. That isn’t my job, so she’ll learn on her own just like I did.

I’ll love you forever, just like I promised. But I DESERVE BETTER and you will never be man enough to give me “better."