To my one love whoever you may be,
I want to start this off by promising a couple things. First, I promise to love you, and only you. Unless of course, we have a child, or we get a dog, then I'll love them too. I promise to be loyal to you and make sure you're never worried.
Second, I promise to love you even when I hate you. Yes, I got this promise from Grey's Anatomy, but that's beside the point. It's incredibly relevant because there will be situations where I will hate you for something that you have done, guaranteed, but that won't mean I don't love you anymore.
Lastly, I promise to get over my fears of relationships and give my all to you. I've been through it with boys in the past, and you will learn that all I ask is you be patient with me because it will take time.
I want an exciting life with you. I'm not looking for extravagant adventures every weekend or anything crazy, I'm talking about the little things. A nice dinner every once and a while, maybe go out to a movie every now and again as well, picnics on the nice days, cooking meals together, Disney movie marathons at home with some stovetop popcorn. That's really all I need. Of course, when we can afford it, the occasional getaway is a necessity but that 100% can be like every two years.
We all have things we need to apologize for, so I'm going to do that in advance in addition to, probably, countless times after I meet you and we're together. I'm a stubborn person, so be prepared for that. I'm sorry that I'm so set in my decisions and my ways, but I'm working on it. Also, I will jump to conclusions about stupid things, and I'll work on that too but it's hard not to assume the worst with the way my brain works because of my mental illnesses. You'll learn that.
I'm also sorry for my need of constant reassurance that you want me and only me. Communication is key, so if you tell me you're busy and won't be around for a bit then ill understand; however, if you aren't around for a few days with no explanation in advance, that's when I'll get worried or anxious. Lastly, my trust issues. I've been hurt terribly in the past which has led me to be incredibly skeptical about trusting literally anyone, so it will take time. Just understand that it's not you specifically that I won't trust, it's everyone else. Some people just don't respect relationships.
I'll love you unconditionally.
Sincerely,
Your future love
