To the next person who loves me,

First off, I'll start off by saying thank you. Thank you for giving me a chance to show you I can love you unconditionally, thank you for giving me a chance to give you everything that you deserve, but most importantly thank you for not giving up so easily on me.

It's not easy to love me.

Im difficult, stubborn, and hard headed. I can have the mouth of a truck driver, but I can turn around and be as sweet as could be.

I have a hard time trusting, I have a hard time believing that your feelings for me are real because of those who used me in the past. I want you to really want me and sometimes that means sending me a long message to wake up to explaining why.

I'm easy going, if you take me out to get ice cream, walk on the beach, I am the happiest girl out there. It doesn't take a lot to win me over. I actually believe that I fall to hard, I believe that I let my feelings get ahead of me and its me who hurts myself in the end. I love lazy nights with pizza and Netflix. Guaranteed if I see a dog we will stop every time to pet it. I like to be shown off, I like when you post random pictures of us on social media, with cute sappy captions. I like getting dressed up every now and then but I will never turn down and offer to go play ball (football, softball, mini golf, etc.)

I will test your patience. I will make you mad every now and then, but five minutes later I will be begging for you to come back and cuddle with me. Sometimes, I will push your buttons just to see how you will react, if I do that, just hug me and tell me to knock it off.

The more comfortable I get with you the bigger my personality will get, the louder my voice will get, and the bigger my opinion will widen. I won't hold back, and sometimes that's a flaw because when something is bothering me, but I know it will start a fight I bring it up anyways.

Im emotional. I will cry, I will get grumpy. That is when I need you the most even if I say I am okay, I am not really okay, don't believe me. Hug me, cuddle me, adore me.

Im a difficult person, but I promise you I will love you like there is no tomorrow. I will give you all my love and all my care. I will give everything to us, to you.

So, if you are the next person to love me don't give up on me, I am difficult and I know I am, but I will give you everything, just don't give up when it gets hard.

An open letter from the person you are going to love next.