You know who you are. You know that your life has always been about living on the edge, and experiencing life the way you want to experience it. You live your life the way YOU want to, not how anyone else wants you to live it.
You make decisions on a whim because you know that those are the best decisions. You don't care what others will have to say about your decisions, and that is why you are a truly beautiful soul.
You will never have a reasonable explanation why you made a specific decision, but hell, that's okay with you. Sometimes, you hate the decisions that you made, but you except them because what if you didn't make that decision? I'm sure you would have regretted that more than actually doing it. There is a reason behind every decision, whether you know what that reason is or you don't, you'll accept it anyways.
Impulsive decisions happen. Sometimes it sucks when you spend $100 plus on one object, but that object probably made you so happy for the time being, and honestly, happiness is worth more than money.
You aren't broken because you buy stupid things or you do adventurous things that no one else would dare to do. You are yourself and that is the most important part of living your life to the fullest. Who wants to live on the safe side? I know a lot of people are jealous of the way that you live your life because half the people out there wouldn't dare to reach out of their comfort zone like the way you do.
You are beautiful. You are individualistic. You are an adventurist. You are YOU. Never change yourself because you are perfect the way you are.