Dear "No One",

First of all, thank you for making me think that you were different than the rest. For making me feel like a fool yet again. Thanks! You should really get a round of applause, or a standing ovation or something...... because you really played your game good.

You had me fooled that you were truly invested, that you cared and then, out of nowhere, you were gone! Poof! You vanished out of thin air. One day you were here and the next day you were well... gone.

It doesn't make sense! The fact you're gone, the reasons why, like why my $22 Mascara is running down my face at least twice a day or the fact that I lay in bed curled over my phone like you're going to call up any second like you used to just to check on me.

But I need to STOP. With the mopping, waiting by the phone, wishful thinking, and sad Spotify playlists I keep searching to help me get over you (Even though Adele and Tori Kelly are helping me out with this one.)

I just want to wake up one day and not have you be the first thing on my mind. I know I can do better. I know I shouldn't be treated like this! No one should!

So to the guy who messed up big time, I will just find someone who appreciates my time just as much as I appreciate theirs! I will find a man who doesn't take our time for granted and is considerate of both of our feelings and who is honest about every intention he has. Because that is a real man, and I am destine to find one just as that. As he and I both know I truly deserve and am destine to find one day!

Sincerely,

A Women Who Is Trying Not To Reply Back