Hi, it's me, the girl that you see every day, but never take the time to get to know. Somewhere between the few phrases we exchange and the smiles you flash, I fell for you. I am pulled into the trap that is your handsome face, perfect body, loving nature and friendly smile. I desire something more than just being acquaintances. I imagine us as a perfect pair, a dynamic duo that could never be separated.
However, reality has to set in. The reality of this all is that we will never be together. The feeling I have will eat me away for months, then slowly disappear until I see you again, then they will magically appear again. I can dream all I want, but I just have to accept that I will never be able to call you mine.
I wish you cared. Granted, you have no reason to, but it would still be nice if you took time to ask how I was or how my day was going. If you would just attempt to get to know me a little bit, it would just make my day a little better.
I wish you knew. I’m not the most attractive girl around, and I’ve come to terms with that. Just because I’m not perfect, I’m still a human being with feelings. You may not mean to flirt around with me, but when you do, I fall hard for you. It hurts when you play with my feelings, yet somehow you can pull me back in with some sliver of hope that you may feel the same way.
One day, I will come to terms with myself and move on from your gorgeous smile and charming ways. I will no longer feel like I’m not good enough or that I don’t have a chance. You were just a stepping stone in my journey to love, merely just a stop that guided me to true happiness, and I have to thank you for that. Who knows, maybe we will end up together. I guess time will tell!