Dear those I have lost,

I feel sorry sometimes. I feel bad that we lost touch or that we don’t talk anymore. Sometimes I think that it’s my fault that you are no longer my go to, my best friend, my other half. Then I realize it wasn’t me who gave up. You did a long time ago.

In my eyes our friendship was gold. We had great memories, crazy inside jokes, and a constant shoulder to cry on. In my eyes, I thought everything was okay. Unfortunately, things change.

Eventually, we talked less and less. You stopped answering me. You stopped trying. You came around when things were convenient for you. When your boyfriend was mean to you, you text me knowing I would answer because I was always there for you. When the roles were switched however, you were constantly “too busy” for me. Friendship isn’t a one way street, and I want to thank you for showing me what a friendship is NOT supposed to be.

I guess what I am trying to say is that I do miss you sometimes, and that I wish things turned out differently for us. If you were truly my friend, I wouldn’t have to beg for your attention and constantly initiate plans to hang out.

I wish you the absolute best,

Sincerely,