"Don't let what he wants eclipse what you need. He is very dreamy, but he is not the sun; you are."
I know right now you think your world is coming to an end, but it is only the beginning.
Sure, you just lost someone you loved and might've imagined spending the rest of your life with, but just think, losing him just means you're one steping stone closer to your Prince Charming.
For so long, you catered to his needs, made sure he was happy, spent your time with him, spoiled him, invested in him. Now, it's your turn to be happy, spend your time doing what you love, spoiling yourself.
I know right now it hurts, but it will soon get better. You will find the light at the end of the tunnel, you will feel valuable, you will be happy, you will be you. A new, happier you.
You didn't realize it then and I'm sure you don't now, but God has a plan for you. That's why He removed your not Prince Charming from your life.
You are worth so much more than you will ever realize. You are beautiful. You are kind. You are smart. You are an incredible woman. You will make someone happy one day. Maybe not tomorrow, maybe not next week, maybe not even next year, but soon. Until then, live your life. You're young. Focus on school. Do things you've always wanted to experience. Meet new friends. Try new foods. Be happy.
This life is too short to be anything but happy