To the boy who can't commit,

I wonder sometimes what the story is, why you couldn't and still can't allow yourself to feel comfortable with just one person instead of two or three. I guess that trying to understand why you couldn't just be honest with me from the beginning as to what your expectations were is just a waste of my time. I would have been so much better off if you had just been clear with your intentions when spending time with me. But no, you made that decision for me by lying. What's even worse is that after all that was said and done, you acted like I was insane for thinking that we were together or exclusive. I was very clear that you were the only person I was seeing and that I expected the same of you. You can't tell me that I did not make this clear because I obviously have been the most attentive person involved in our conversations.

But this is besides the point - this is about you and why you decided to do what you did. It's hard for me to understand why you would want to make anyone feel the way that you made me feel - unwanted, unlovable, and replaceable. I can assure you that no one deserves to feel like this so the minute you understand empathy, you can give me a call because I wait for the day of your epiphany. This is not because I want to rekindle something with you but because I will be proud of you for finally realizing that people have feelings. Because of the way you treated me and told me how much I mean to you, I gave myself to you (emotionally) and you ran - you took my heart and ran with it only to drop it halfway through the race.

To the other girls who you have taken as victims, I hope you realize that you deserve more than someone who thinks that you are disposable and that you are just one of many of his conquests. I feel for you so deeply because we all have experienced the same pain caused by the same person. My best advice would be to move on and find someone who treats you like the queen that you are.

Sincerely,

Me