An Open Letter To My Ex-Best Friend | The Odyssey Online
Start writing a post
Relationships

An Open Letter To My Ex-Best Friend

"Because I knew you, I have been changed for good."

56
An Open Letter To My Ex-Best Friend
Favim

Former Best Friend,

It has been about a year since our friendship took a turn for the worst —a.k.a. when we stopped being friends. Our friendship came to a halt suddenly, and I wasn't sure how to handle it. It was weird sitting next to you in class and not talking or seeing you and all of our old friends hanging out without me. We had been through all of high school together, and as it came to a close, so did our friendship.

I'm not writing this to say that I was right and you were wrong in how our friendship ended. In fact, I'm not sure who was. I'm trying to come across rude, or to make you feel bad. I still think about our friendship and what happened, so I just want to lay it all out.

I don't think the end of our friendship was something we planned. I can't put a finger on when it was over, exactly. As second semester of senior year started, however, our friendship changed. I had to be informed by our other close friend of the mean comments you were saying about me. Once I heard this multiple times, I joined in on the trash talking. I'm not proud of this, but my feelings were hurt. As time went on, I did have the "privilege" of hearing you say how you felt about me to our other close friend. We were a tight group of three, and when we would be hanging out and I would step out of the room, you would make it apparent how you felt about me. You probably don't know that I ever heard you, but I did. Looking back, I wish I would have said something. Maybe then we could have talked it out, or at least had some closure as to why our friendship was falling apart.

I hope we can both agree that our friendship ended in a very immature way. Jealousy and different interests had a lot to do with it, and we weren't accepting of the fact that we were becoming different people. As you began to do one thing, I did another. You hung out with certain people, and I hung out with the opposite. At some point during last year, we got mad at each other for this, or for something else we did and didn't even try to fix it.

I wish this hadn't happened. We were such good friends, spending every lunch period together and scheduling our classes around each other. We shared so many special memories and laughs as we tackled high school together. I can't believe all of that stopped so suddenly. I'm not sure who got fed up of the other first, but it happened at pretty similar times. I never felt that you were directly pushing me away, and I don't think I ever meant to do the same to you. Our lives were just going to two very different directions, and we couldn't accept that.

Even though I said some pretty nasty things about you when I was mad at you, I don't think I meant any of it. I was hurt and confused as to why you were doing the same to me. If I couldn't beat you, why didn't I just join you? For the entire second semester of senior year, we went back and fourth with making rude comments behind each others back, and to each others face. I wish we wouldn't have done that.

Even though our friendship didn't have a simple, gradual ending like many close friendships have, I'm not angry. I'm not angry at you for what you said and did, and I hope you're not angry at me for the same. I will always look back at the good memories of our friendship and smile because I don't know how I would have gotten through high school without you. I hope that you are loving college life and that you are happy with wherever life takes you.

Report this Content
This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.
Student Life

A Few Thoughts Every College Freshman Has

The transition into adulthood is never easy

2736
Mays Island
Courtney Jones

Today I started my third week of college at Minnesota State Moorhead. I have survived welcome week, finding my classes on the first day, and being an awkward loner in the dining hall. Even though I have yet to be here for a month, I have already experienced many thoughts and problems that only a new college student can relate to.

Keep Reading...Show less
college

"Make sure to get involved when you're in college!"

We've all heard some variation of this phrase, whether it came from parents, other family members, friends, RAs, or college-related articles. And, like many clichés, it's true for the most part. Getting involved during your college years can help you make friends, build your resume, and feel connected to your campus. However, these commitments can get stressful if you're dealing with personal issues, need to work, or aren't sure how to balance classes and everything else going on during the semester.

Keep Reading...Show less
Relationships

9 Reasons Why Friends Are Essential In College

College without friends is like peanut butter without jelly.

1409
Bridgaline Liberati and friends
Bridgaline Liberati

In college, one of the essential things to have is friends. Yes, textbooks, a laptop, and other school supplies are important but friends are essential. Friends are that support system everybody needs. The more friends you have the better the support system you have. But you also have someone to share experiences with. And don’t settle for just one or two friends because 8 out of 10 times they are busy and you are studying all alone. Or they have other friend groups that do not include you. Don’t settle for just one or two friends; make as many friends as you can. After the first couple of weeks of college, most friend groups are set and you may be without friends.

Keep Reading...Show less
Lifestyle

The Power of Dressing Up

Why it pays to leave the hoodie at home.

1077
sneakers and heels
Sister | Brother Style - Word Press

For a moment your world is spinning. The phone alarm has just scared you awake and you’re flooded by daunting thoughts of the day ahead. You have three assignments due and little time to work on them because of your job. You’re running late because you’ve hit snooze one to many times after yesterday’s long hours. You dizzily reach for a hoodie, craving its comfort, and rush for a speedy exit, praying you will have time to pick up coffee. Does this sound familiar?

Keep Reading...Show less
Entertainment

11 Signs You Live At The Library As Told by 'Parks And Recreation'

A few signs that you may live in the library whether you'd like to admit it or not.

986
brown wooden book shelves with books

Finals week is upon us. It is a magical time of year during which college students everywhere flock to the library in attempt to learn a semester's worth of knowledge in only a week. For some students, it's their first time in the library all semester, maybe ever. Others have slaved away many nights under the fluorescent lights, and are slightly annoyed to find their study space being invaded by amateurs. While these newbies wander aimlessly around the first floor, hopelessly trying to find a table, the OGs of the library are already on the third floor long tables deep into their studies. Here is a few signs that you may live in the library, whether you'd like to admit it or not.

Keep Reading...Show less

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments