Have you ever wondered if you were important to a person?

I have often wondered if I am truly important to you. Do I do things that make you like me more and make you want to stay? Am I someone you would drop everything for because you love helping me? Am I the person you think of night and day, and always want to make sure I am happy?

I ask myself these questions a lot. So much that it actually hurts me. I have always wanted to be an important person in your life and only occasionally I feel like it. I often think about if I am someone you worry about at night when I am on my way back to school or not. My goal has always been to make you feel important, even if I knew that it would kill me in the process.

But, am I the same to you? Is your goal to make sure I always feel important? Feeling important to me is a key thing in someone's life, they need to make sure someone is there for them even if it is for something small. That person once in their life wants someone to stop and say, "Hey you are important to me." When that doesn't happen a person can fall into a deep sadness because they feel useless to the world.

At times in my life, I felt like this, but when we talked it changed because I knew I was important to you. As time goes on though you start to question it because that fantasy stage is over and it feels like "now what?"

Do you still feel the same? Am I still your number one? Am I still as important to you as I was on day one? We go through these phases and we wonder these things.

Just know, though... no matter who you are or what you have done... you will always be important to someone. Even if this person doesn't express the emotions to show you anyways.