I grew up without religion. That meant no church, no prayer, nothing.
My English I class in high school often alluded to the Christian Bible. I remember sitting confused as my peers discussed the four horseman of the apocalypse, or the creation story, or the Ten Commandments ... It was as if everyone spoke a different language, and expected me to speak it too. I tried to follow along, but I didn't understand the biblical allusions at the same level as my Christian friends, so I mostly sat in my chair and said nothing.
That strategy played out pretty well. I was fortunate enough to never be called on, and I walked away from English I with an "A." But what I gained in GPA points, I missed in opportunity.
Going into my freshman year at University of Portland, I was so afraid that the required theology courses would be repeats of my English I class, or that I would be required to join the Catholic faith. How could I be a good Christian if I knew nothing about the Bible?
My fears however, were short lived. There is no requirement to go to mass, but all are welcomed to attend. Additionally, knowledge of the Bible is not as a prerequisite to succeed. The theology classes treat the Bible more like a piece of literature, to be studied in class rather than "preached."
This non-imposing approach to learning allowed me to let go of my fear that I would have to unwillingly change my beliefs. Ironically, because I was assured that I could continue to be agnostic, I actually became more open to Christian teachings.
That openness is not something I felt in my freshman English class, and I wish I had. I enjoy learning about the Catholic faith, and the teachings of Jesus and the traditional virtues. Learning about the Christain faith helps me reach a deeper understanding of what so many millions of people hold dear.
The more I understand about tradition, the more I want to learn. I want to learn about Islam, and Judaism, as well as Christianity. Because I grew up agnostic, I am free to study as many religions as I want, and choose what I believe in. This open approach to different ideas is something I wish to apply in other aspects of my life, as well.
I hope to be able to truly listen when others are speaking to me. When debating politics, I hope to seek understanding of the other person's opinion before asserting my own. I hope to recognize the beauty in diversity, and different cultures other than mine.
Different cultures, different religions, different people all have unique and profound experiences to offer. From my experience, it's important to not just sit confused, and say nothing. We must go out, and seek to understand.
