I am learning how to be anti-racist. You read that right- I am learning, and you should too.

"No one is born hating another person because of the color of his skin, or his background, or his religion. People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to love."
Nelson Mandela

All of my life, I have been taught to love everyone and treat others with utmost respect. I was taught to see everyone as equal. It saddens me to know that not everyone else was taught the same. It was not always a flawless perspective, but I thought it was enough to not be overtly racist. I was taught that "All Lives Matter" which is completely true, but that phrase is not enough for me any more. In light of recent events, I have been challenged to choose a different perspective. I must pick a side and support it, dedicating myself to uphold its standards. I will never understand the prejudice and persecution Black Americans battle every day, but I can choose to listen, support, and aid them in the war against racism. I am choosing that Black Lives Matter.

Words are powerful, so this article is my first battle.

Forewarning, controversial topics are far out of my normal comfort zone, but I feel as though racism must be addressed as many times as possible by all. If I am not fully against racism, I am not fully for anti-racism. This is my first step in stepping completely out of my comfort zone and leaving the classification of "not racist."

Everyone has the right to their own opinion, so let me tell you my opinion on opinions. Some things are beyond opinions and are simply fact, making some opinions, no matter in favor of what, wrong. The fact is: My God made me White. My God made Black people. My God made Hispanic people. My God made Asian people. My God made Indian people. Catching on yet? My God made the millions of people all over the world from the same handful of dirt. Are we now going to argue over what color the dirt was? He made us to lift our hands in praise and awe of Him not to degrade his creations. When will we realize that being different colors is freaking cool and an amazing testament of the power, love, and creativity of our God?

Being anti-racist does not mean that you are now an off-the-rails radical. Anti-racist does mean that you educate yourself and others about racism and white privilege. Anti-racist does not mean that you hate those who hate Black people. Anti-racist does mean that you are a firm ally to all people of color, especially Black people right now. Anti-racist does not necessarily mean that you support violent protests. Anti-racist does mean that you should protest. Anti-racist does not mean that you use the phrase as an excuse to do and say things to endanger others. Anti-racist does mean that you sign petitions, show your support to Black friends, and break your comfort zone.

Being anti-racist is not a shallow commitment. Being anti-racist is a deep and meaningful commitment that is going to be tried and debated.

Step back and examine your heart. Overlook some of how the media presents the current situations, and realize the facts. Black people are being killed simply for the color of their skin- plain and simple.

My friend Trinity, who is wise years beyond 19, challenged my sorority chapter in many ways this morning by sending us 9 steps to be and "Effective and True Ally." She reminds that "You do not get a pat on the back for observing that people are marginalized and they deserve equal human rights" and that activism does not end when the recent tragedies leave the news.

I am learning how to not just say "All Lives Matter," but to show and support "Black Lives Matter." I am learning to be an ally. I am learning to speak and act against racism in a peaceful but uncomfortable manner. I am willing and trying. Against racism is not enough.

God, I pray you soften my heart and the hearts of others. I pray that you show me even my covert racism, so that I can work to overcome it as well. I pray that I am bold to stand up for my Black friends even if it makes me uncomfortable. I pray that I love others well. I pray for those who are mourning the loss of innocent loved ones, facing persecution, living in fear, and frustrated. Amen.

I am anti-racist. What are you?