It is been 4 months now scince I left home , life is going wild , everything around me is like a dream , 4 months I am totally stranger , longing to my home land looking back as my 30 years I spent in it are a remote past as they are in another life .
I go out my country following nothing expect the fate , there was No previous plans . The steps was not steady , heart was full of desperation .
THEN I MET HER .
I met her , my life changed the desperation changed into nostalgia , I saw the river Nile in her eyes , all my past and remote memories come a live when she speaks , all the hopes jump over to the tip of her tongue .
FEELING HOPEFUL :
Now I have a purpose , my purpose is to fall in love , to dig deep into the present moment , to take a advantage from my feelings that lastly awaken .