The end of the semester has arrived without much notice this year. It seems like I just got back from Christmas break! Even though it doesn't feel right, the time has come to start packing up for the summer. This is a process that requires a lot of endurance and a clear mind...which none of us have because finals..duh. Here is a list of the stages that I have gone through while attempting to pack up...
1. Denial
You tell yourself that you don't really have to spend time sorting through everything....you can always do it "later"
2. Rage
When you finally decide it's time to start, you take a look around your room and instantly become furious at the amount of belongings you own.
3. Depression
Then you start to go through pictures, letters and notes and all of these emotions start to well up. Memories begin to filter through of all of the fun things you did this school year, and how much you'll miss your friends over the summer.
4. More rage
After a few minutes of grieving, you look around and turn into the Hulk because you realize that you haven't even made a dent in things... and you haven't even left your desk area.
5. Embarrassment
A wave of embarrassment crashes over you as you sit in front of your closet and wonder why you have so much stuff, and why it's crammed in every nook and cranny.
6. Acceptance
You begin to accept the fact that you have to go through this process to move on with your life....even if it's more painful than pulling teeth.
7. Action/ Execution
After a 10 minute break or a few cups of coffee, you're back with a new attitude. You now see this as your last obstacle before crossing the finish line and slow-jogging into summer!
8. Relief
After every item has been packed up and every corner surface disinfected, you finally take a moment to breathe a sigh of relief.... only to realize that all of this stuff will be returning in a few short months.....