Baby,

You see me at my absolute worst, and still tell me that I'm the most beautiful girl and continue on with how lucky you are to have me. I love you forever, some of these are things I can't bring myself to say out loud. You deserve the world so much more. I am so lucky to be your girlfriend. You're everything I've dreamed of and more.
I love you and this is what I want you to know:

1. You are one of the most important people in my life and I can't picture a day without you.

2. You don't have to be my super hero 24/7. What's important to me is for you to be there when I need you to be.

3. Don't ever feel like you are not enough. Your deep brown eyes and freckles are what make me fall in love with you even more each day.

4. Driving with the windows down as you sing to your favorite country song makes my heart happy.

5. I wish you would let me in when you get upset, I wish you would talk to me, vent to me. It's what I am here for.

6. I am confident in myself, but there are times when I feel like maybe there's someone who's more fun to be around.

7. Your smile means the entire world to me.

8. I talk about you more than I honestly should.

9. I look down at the bracelet you gave me when we made 6-months maybe a good 20 times a day.

10. I love how you do anything to make me laugh. From singing along to Ariana Grande's high notes to tickling me until I'm crying of laughter.

11. You make me such a better, brighter, happier person.

12. Even after almost a year, your cheesy texts still make me smile from ear to ear.

13. You have no idea how absolutely giddy it makes me when you talk about having an actual future with me.

14. I can't ever get enough of the way you smell, with cologne or without it.

15. I am in constant worry that your family will change their views of me or they won't like me after a certain amount of time.

16. Being in a relationship with me isn't the easiest, I know.

17. I love how you are serious about this relationship and how from that night in your parked car you vowed to never let anyone or anything come between us.

18. Whatever battles we face, we face them together.

19. When I get in those anxious moods all that will help it go away is those tight hugs of yours when you rest your cheek on my head.

20. Don't tell me everything is going to be okay when I'm crying, I don't believe you. Just hold me, just physically be there.

21. I will never get tired of telling you how handsome you are.

22. One of the things you do that makes my heart melt is when you take my face in your hands and hold it just to give me a kiss.

23. Our "I love you more" fights are something I could do for the rest of my life.

24. The fact that you call me "beautiful," "gorgeous," or "stunning" in place of other words, means so much to me.

25. Sometimes I want to make an extra effort with my hair or make up or outfit or wear a pair of shoes even though they're uncomfortable. This is to make you feel more proud of me being your girlfriend and so you may think, “wow, I’m lucky”… it means I’d love for you to notice.

26. When I am at my highest point and feel full of pride and happiness, you are the first person I want to share that with.

27. I feel comfortable showing you all sides of who I am, because you’ve never turned me away or looked at me differently, as many people would.

28. I LOVE LOVE LOVE how family orientated you are.

29. My mind wanders sometimes, only because I have been through relationships based on lies. I get nervous, and over think that maybe that one text to that one girl might be more than what it is. Does NOT mean I don't trust you, at all.

30. I love the feeling of having your arm around me or having your hand intertwined with mine.

31. When we fall asleep on the couch together and wake up with our arms wrapped around each other. I want nothing more than to lay there forever.

32. You always believe in me. It’s incredibly difficult to verbalize how much that means to a person. You believe in me when I don’t believe in myself.

33. I'm sorry I made you feel like I hate being photographed. I honestly wish you did it more, it makes me feel like you're proud to have me and that you want to show me off.

34. The way you say I love you matters.

35. I like taking photos of you/us so that when we’re not together, I can look at them and smile.

36. When you ask me "why are so quiet?" I feel like you get upset with me, so then I don't want to talk.

37. Your mother is an angel, not only because she made you but because of how big her heart is.

38. Your laugh is something I can hear on a loop.

39. Thank you for picking out my nail polish/ lipstick colors when I send you pictures.

40. I love how you take care of me, make sure I am always safe when I am away from you.

41. I get jealous of you, of how incredibly likable you are, you're so easy to make friends with.

42. You taught me there's so much to learn about how to aim and shoot a gun or what is so important about spark plugs.

43. You stole my heart when you put the flowers, notes, and snacks in my trunk that day. Please feel free to give cheesy gifts and or flowers whenever.

44. When I met you, I had no idea how important you would be to me.

45. I saw love fall apart right in front of me and you made me believe, that's not everyones fate in a relationship.

46. Talk more about your deep feelings, what are you afraid of? What do you believe in? Let yourself be vulnerable with me, I would never think differently of you.

47. Tell me what songs remind you of me, what smells, colors, anything.

48. I love how you never call me by my name, it's always 'Baby' or 'Babe'.

49. You should take time to just sit and take in the world, alone or with company. But you should sit down more, watch movies, play Xbox, nap. I know you say you never have time, there's always time, we have nothing but time.

50. I know we are young, I know our future is not set in stone, I know we are lucky to have each other. I want you and the world around us to know just how much I love you, and how you are single handedly one of the most genuine people in my life and I thank God for you each day.