I have been dating you for a while, Nick, and I have got to say that this "while" has been the best of my life. Every memory, every laugh, every smile, every moment with you has been pure perfection. I don't think I could ever even imagine my life without you. So, I just want you to know these few, out of the millions of, reasons why I love you so much.

1. You put up with my sarcasm

We both know that I am sarcastic, and it can seem really bitchy at times, but you handle it smoothly. You know when I am just joking around, so you are sarcastic back. This always leaves us both sitting there laughing and having an amazing time. But, you also know when I am being sarcastic when I am upset. When this is happening you just hold me and ignore it until I feel better. I always feel better when I am in your arms.

2. You are there for me when I need you the most

I need you a lot, so you can't always be there. But, when I am at the lowest points you are there. Just the other day I wa crying hyterically in your bed telling you how depressed I was. It was after an argument where I was definitely in the wrong, but instead of continuing to be upset with me you grabbed me and said, "I love you for you. Not your actions, but you. No one else is you. I will never love anyone except for you. I love you for you Abby." I just melted. Those few words made my crying come to a slow stop as you held me and kissed me. You made me feel a million times better.

3. You are the funniest person I have ever met

Wow, are you funny. I just don't know how to describe it. It isn't a joking funny, but something else altogther. You point out the simpliest irony that is overlooked by all others, and it is always extremely hilarious. Especially the way you point it out. You alwas use different faces or voices or you just use the funniest sarcasm. You just make the world seem lighter through your humour.

4. You make me happy

Regardless of how great I am at showing how much joy you bring me, you need to know you make me the happiest I have ever been. Every single day we message, talk and/or see eachother puts a smile on my face. Every time you tell me you love me I can't wipe it away. Every time I think about you I grin so wide its inhuman. Every moment I touch you I can't stop thinking about how happy you make me. Every single kiss brings a burst of joy into my day so large I stay happy for the rest of the day.

5. Because you love me too

I love you partially because you love me. This sounds bad, but I would love you regardless. I just love you more because of this. Everything you do for me shows me you love me. Every time you "borrow" your brothers car to see me, and every time you were late for class, every time you lose sleep just to talk to me, all of it shows that you love me. The way you look at me and smile, and the way you touch me and hold me. Everything you do that regards me shows me your endless love.

Nicolas, this past year and eight months has been the best of my life. I wouldn't trade our memories for anything in the world. I am eternally in love with you, and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you Nicolas Pena, always and forever.