2017 was a roller coaster of a year for me, full of unbelievable highs and almost unspeakable lows. It seemed to follow Newton's third law: for every highlight: (trips to Spain and New York, along with graduation from high school and a Paramore concert) there was a rough time waiting for me. Bouts with anxiety and depression, health problems, and withdrawal from university in early fall put my future in flux.
That being said, thanks to my amazing friends and family who have supported me in decisions and ensured that I got the help I needed, things are looking up. Here are some of the things I'm looking forward to most in the new year.
1. Getting a fresh start (hopefully)
In the three months since I left school, I have volunteered in multiple places and learned the importance of mindfulness, which I will continue to learn and practice in my daily life. Another part of my recovery has been finding the courage to get back on the horse after a bad experience. To that end, I am enrolled at Georgia State's Dunwoody campus for the spring semester. I am at once hopeful and anxious.
2. Discovering new music
Music is one of my favorite things in the world, and dad surprised me with family plan for Christmas. Now I have the means to catch up on all the incredible music I missed, and to dive deep into artists I'm curious about. That the rest of my family can too is just a bonus.3. The Lion King
4. A Wedding
In this case, the wedding between my cousin and her boyfriend of many years. I have looked up to her for almost as long as I've been alive, and I would not miss her wedding for anything. I am overjoyed to see her so happy.
5. The World Cup
Yes, I know the United States is not a part of the tournament this year, but if you think that's going to stop me from enjoying a solid month of the beautiful game as it was meant to be played, you have never met. Neymar is in his prime, and Brazil is looking to redeem themselves after a disastrous end to the last cycle. This may be Messi's last World Cup, a chance he had to make manifest almost single handedly. Iceland is the smallest country to ever qualify and is looking to improve on a surprising round-of-16 finish at the 2016 Euros, during which they won over millions across the globe.
Anything can happen in 2018, and the limitless possibilites are certianly exliahating to consider
