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4 Thoughts And Feelings of A Second Semester College Senior

As I approach the finish line, these are some of the things that have crossed my mind.

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4 Thoughts And Feelings of A Second Semester College Senior
Single Black Male

It’s been a great three years, but like all good things, they must come to an end. I have definitely learned a lot about myself in my three collegiate years. Going away to school has been one of the greatest decisions I have ever made in my life. Even though coming from New York to Delaware has been an interesting transition, I am glad that I did it. It gave me a piece of what it was like to be truly on my own (except for those tuition payments, my goodness). I have discovered a lot of things about myself that I would not have if I stayed home. Especially going to an HBCU, I am truly grateful for that experience and everything that I have learned. Now that I’m set to graduate in May, here are some of the thoughts that I am having.

1. ‘I am so done with college!’

With all the work that I have had to do, I am just really over it. I’m kind of looking forward to life where I don’t have to worry about homework. Honestly, what would that be like? I’d have so much more time to do stuff! There are so many interests that I have that I can do once I don’t have assignment deadlines looming over me (besides my freelance assignments, of course).

2. Loans.

While I am looking forward to ending undergrad, I am not looking forward to paying back those loans I took out. I feel like breaking into hives when I think about when those payments will start to hit. I’d have to say that’s my biggest fear after I graduate. I would have to worry about getting a job that will pay enough so I can make those payments. Plus, it’ll be a commitment that I will have to spend a good 10 to 15 years trying to pay back (if I’m lucky). It’s funny how being in college makes you forget they’re there at the end of the road…

3. I’ve never, not been in school before.


Even though I do plan on going to graduate school after some time off, it’s still going to be a huge transition. I’ve always been under that type of shelter, despite college giving me some semblance of freedom. School was structural and gave me something to do. School was really life, so what’s it like after? Now the interesting part of keeping busy and not just going to work, and then going straight home begins.

4. Calm.

I feel at peace when I think about graduation and life after, however weird that is. While I do feel some anxiety about it, I have also come to terms with it. College isn’t forever. I’m eager to start the next chapter of my life where I will take a lot of what my time at Delaware State University has taught me and apply it to my life in love, relationships, my career and beyond. DSU has prepared me to tackle what the real world has to offer. One thing I’ll always remember? Always go after what you want; it won’t be handed to you.

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