Dear 2017,

I'm looking forward to you more than I can express. I'm excited for the 365-page story that is a year to begin once again. Your predecessor was a huge year of growth for me in many ways, and I really hope that trend continues with you. I wanted to go over some of the expectations I have for you, although I know you'll surprise me more than once.

You're going to be a year of many "lasts." I'm going to see my last first day of high school, and everything that comes with it. You will see me preparing more and more to become an adult, although I won't be one until you're over. I'm expecting a big change for some reason and I'm not sure why, but I'll be actively looking for it to happen. You'll watch me audition for and apply to colleges as I get ready to start a new chapter of my life. It's a bittersweet trade-off that I'm still on the fence about emotionally. I am the arrow and you are the bow; essentially, 2017, you will be the pull before the launch.

This all being said, I still have a ways to go before we get there. I'm hoping that you will help me be kinder, more respectful and more understanding of others, my surroundings, and myself. I'm hoping that you will see me focusing on school work but still spending time with the people in my life that matter the most. Please help me grow wiser and stronger in all aspects. I'm counting on you to be as big as 2016 was, or maybe even bigger...who knows?

This year, I genuinely want to become the best version of myself. 2016 led me to realize that life is not a competition and that it's a better idea to focus on your own path than worry about whether or not it's more successful than someone else's. Everyone finds success and joy in different forms, and I intend to work towards both of those during your tenure. I hope that this isn't just present in my life, but also for everyone who seeks it out-- everyone deserves to have something to love and look forward to.

Most importantly, I want to really put my relationship with God into focus this year. 2016 was a year of highs and lows, and I fell short before the Lord many times, it seems. In 2017, I want to live with Jesus in my heart every day and be a walking example of His love. I know there's always room to grow and improve in this way, and that's exactly what I intend to do. I want God to use me as His vessel to shine a bright light into others' lives, and I'll fully rely on Him to do so. I hope to grow closer in my walk with God, and remember that I can't do it alone.

2017, you've got big shoes to fill. Show me what you've got.

Sincerely,

Me