Chances are, most of us have had that thought. The thought that life without you would be better for everyone else, that if you weren't here anymore everything would just go away. All the pain, unhappiness, and hurt you've ever experienced. I'm not a stranger to it that's for sure.
Those that know me know how much I struggle with these thoughts. They keep me up at night sometimes, but when it gets tough iI just remember the things I'll miss if I do follow through, and I don't want to miss any of it.
1. Graduation
2. Having a house
3. Rescuing a bunch of animals
4. Making a difference in the world, even if it's only yours.
5. Every sunset and sunrise
6. Coloring
7. The people who look up to you
8. Your Friends
9. Your Family
10. Flowers
11. Roller Coasters
12. Movie Nights with your best friends
13. Bonfires
14. New Music
15. Shoes
16. Traveling
17. Being consumed by your passion
18. New books
19. Sleeping in
20. Fun facts
Even those these are small trivial things, they've kept me going. When times get hard, knowing that a movie night is around the corner or that I finally get to get that new pair of shoes I've been wanting help. Find the things that keep you going, and keep a list close by so when everything is crashing down, you know why you've kept going this long.
