I miss you so much I can't even put myself up to play solitaire anymore. 2 years grandpa 2 years. 2 years full of breakdowns,lost memories trying to get back, eating ice cream by myself.Feeling like I'm lost in this world without you. You were my best friend growing up. Now you're my Guardian Angel.I know the day we lost you is just a day.I not only celebrate your life but I grieve over the lost time I didn't get to spend with you. I think of you everyday and it kills me a little bit knowing I couldn't and can't do anything about it. I blame myself for not seeing you and not trying hard enough after I was denied. I never told anyone this before, it was back when we were a family again the four of us. We were driving and I kept that picture you guys took on the back of the golf cart and Gidget was with you two and I stared at the picture and I asked mom and dad "can we go visit grandpa and grandma very soon?" There response was "no" and it crushed me so bad I started to cry and the tears hit the picture one by one and ended up ruining the picture. That day was a hard day.That day I lost hope. But on the bright side I treasure all the times I spent my childhood together,from sitting on your lap in your special red chair to being my ice cream buddy. I still have a hard time knowing you aren't here and it just doesn't feel real. No matter how hard I try it always affects me.You were an important part of my life and you still are. 2 years grandpa 2 years. I love and miss you more than you'll ever know! Forever in my heart. RIP GN 06-26-15

Love,

Your Granddaughter