I can’t help the fact that Blake Lively is my actual girl crush. Seriously. I love her.

WARNING: I have a MAJOR girl crush on her and I get emotional.

1) We all knew this scene and we all wanted to be just like her because who else could pull off pouring water over her hair and not look like a naked mole rat? I know I do.

2) I sang hallelujah when she met this boy. Hello! He goes to Columbia and he’s beyond beautiful, he plays soccer and have you seen his body? WOW! But she met Ryan and they are hot together, so I am okay.

3) SHE DYED HER HAIR RED AND STILL LOOKED PERFECT! How does anybody dye their hair red from being platinum blonde and still look awesome? Yeah, I don’t know either. But she still got my attention because she’s Blake Lively.

4) Her Vanity Fair photo shoot. She is just absolutely flawless and I can’t handle my life right now.

5) Gossip Girl. Season Three. Episode Twenty. This is my favorite dress that she ever wore as Serena Van Der Woodsen. She’s amazing and perfect and I am eating Airheads in bed.

6) Guys. They fell in love here (I’m not really sure) but it’s awesome and her hair is brown and she still looks perfect. SHE’S NOT EVEN POSING AND SHE’S FLAWLESS.

7) LOOK AT HER! LOOK AT HIM! THEY ARE PERFECT! She looks flawless no matter what. She is pulling off an XL bun and holy wow she pulls it off great.

8) I am going to have to admit that I CRIED like a baby when I saw this. She looks perfect pregnant! Who on earth looks THAT good pregnant? It’s not normal, people.

9) If you are a true GG fan, you will remember this look. And yes, before you asked, I about died because of how perfect she is. It doesn’t hurt that Chace Crawford is there looking absolutely stunning as well.

10) Let’s just talk about that dress. Holy moly! She looks stunning and great.

So I hope you have enjoyed these photos as much as I have! Now, if only they would let the public see their absolutely beautiful — it’s in the genes — baby